Monday, December 10, 2007

i'm bored. as always, at work. and on top of that, i'm pissed off. i just want to go home and sleep. but i can't so i shall blog about my weekend.
the whole lot came to my place on Saturday. we exchanged our Secret Santa presents after dinner. yay! thanks,whoever you are, who gave me that White Musk set. we set off to clarke quay after that. very the damn damn crowded over there. we went in to crazy elephant for drinks. nice band, nice jokes but too many SPGs and their ang mohs. pretty damn irritating how some of the men there will stand around, look at the girls and wait for someone to approach them or give eye contact so they can make their move. there was this particular group who was doing that to us-even though we already came in with our group, with guys. disgusting. don't expect all of us asian girls to entertain you just coz u're ang moh and you have a fat wallet. we dont give a fuck. we came to have a good time with friends-not you! no offence to ang mohs la-alotta of y'all are great people. its just those kinda men who make y'all look bad.

anyways, we got into MOS at abt 11pm. the place was JAM PACKED! i think it was over capacitated. pple could barely move in there! didn't seem to make a difference even if Zouk Out was on..the place was still happening. lucky for us, we had ourselves a 'reserved' table coz John wanted one, to celebrate his birthday. quite a big group of us so it was great that we had our own area. the whole package came with a champagne bottle, 2 bottles of other stuff and some shots. pretty great time over there-well, except for the idiots trying to grind on us. felt like yelling, "OI! dumbfuck! can't you see we're tryna dance here?!" its just rude and annoying. go fuck the wall or something.

met up with the rest again, yesterday to do abit of shopping and eating in town. ended up at clarke quay again-this time,at Clinic. hahaa! we all looked like fools, sitting in wheelchairs and sipping on beers and martinis..i had a chocolate martini. little too strong though. would have liked to taste more chocolate in there :)

i came home at 11pm to a big headache-the house was flooded. like i mean it-flooded. i duno what the hell happened. apparently something overflowed somewhere, in the service balcony. my poor dog's feets were covered in water..pretty high level. im guessing a quarter of the length of his legs. if it was Ti in there, she would look like a hippo swimming in the water. our friend didnt know what to do, he just stood there. his pillows were all soaked. hais. i was damn tired la, and din know what to do. removed all the wrapping on the xmas presents-yes.they were all wet. and we rolled up the carpet and started mopping up the floor. i went to bed at midnite-parents were still cleaning up though. funny thing is that both my room and bro's was not wet-AT ALL. the water flowed into mum's room instead. none of it went to ours along the way. heh.-maybe our building is 'senget' .

11:38 AM

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

christmas is coming again.i can't believe it! right now i just feel like i've gone without christmas for 2 years. last year's so-called christmas was a total disaster.i didn't have a merry white christmas despite all the "merry christmas" greetings. gees!
sometimes i wonder why we use such greetings. if it aint gonna be merry, it just ain't.the greetings not gonna make it better or give u luck anyway. i must sound like the Grinch now. heeheeee..
actually i like christmas lah. just that last year's was fricking nonsense. i feel like i had a whole cloud of suayness around me. and it carried on to new year's day. i can't believe that so many bad things happened to me in just one bloody week. what a blue blue christmas that was..
maybe this year will be better than the last. free of stress, free of heartbreak, just good food, good company and more.

9:17 AM

Monday, November 05, 2007

i was so pissed off, this morning. we had the QS2007 awards show and i was supposed to be there at 830. but the stupid bus was soo late and sooo crowded, i had to take a cab. i don't even have the extra cash to take it la. worse still, there was that stupid traffic jam along the way. was cursing n swearing in my head..singaporeans too rich oredi!so many bleddy cars! ended up paying $9.00 for that stupid short trip. that's it! i'm having peanut butter sandwiches for the next 2 days! i'm oredi short of cash now..
give up my rose gold kit?? noooo...neverr...that one is still a must :D
already spent quite abit yesterday. was out the entire day. brought doggie to the dog show and all. i think he was abit panicky and abit excited with so many dogs around. all smelling him and all.then there were people touching him and taking pictures. haha.
oh ya! then i went to the little india bazaar with ma in the evening..i can't believe i was there on a bloody sunday! the crowd! suffocating! while weaving through the crowd, with so many men everywhere, i was thinking, "touch me and you're dead,bitches!"..ok,he-bitches.
so frustrating laa..they were everywhere, all those foreign workers. even the locals avoid that place. didn't see that many locals, even at the bazaar. pple generally try to avoid that place on sundays i guess. can get very fed up with the crowd..we can't even shop in peace!

5:10 PM

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

went to the little india bazaar with ma last evening. i only intended to buy like one top or something. and we ended up with not 1, not 2, but 3! punjabi suits, 2 tops, 2 sets of bangles and a pair of earrings. nyaahaha! i don't even know why we need so many suits for, since we're only going out one day for Deepavali. i love the pink and turquoise one. its so...candy coloured. and turquoise IS my favourite colour.i think i'm going to wear that first. btw, the colours of my suit are just like the colours im using for this blog post :D
haa...tomorrow's payday. i need to buy accessories to match that set. coz the set that i bought was actually for the orange and blue suit. i shall drop by the place again tmr to get the stuff and get tha hell outta there before i end up buying MoRe things!

5:50 PM

Monday, October 29, 2007

the weekend just came and went. gone too bloody soon and it's another week at work again. saturday was fine. managed to visit 4 houses, before i went home to get ready n go out again. we all went to chillies first-cool deco, i must say. especially the pontianak thing on the balcony. nyahaha! weren't too many pple there coz it was kinda early. we went to Obar after we cut the birthday cake for Nette.

Obar..pretty damn happening-if only there weren't so many buayas.they'll try to grind you, push themselves against you, anything just to touch you la, basically. fucken irritating. like get tha fuck outta my way mann! i'm tryna dance here! and i don't wana dance with u. that should be pretty obvious since im totally ignoring you.

imagine, u're happily dancing to ur favourite song, n some specky dude starts trying to dance with you without even asking. or some dude comes outta nowhere and starts talking some rubbish to you. one dude just did that to me. i totally ignored him and continued dancing. he talked to me again n i looked at him. he was like 'hey i'm not tryna cause any trouble or anything k?'..ya.k.now move it!

we went back to chillies at about 3am.just nice. packed! spend the rest of the night there, dancing abit,..feet were aching like mad i tell you!then went for breakfast at shah alam. and that was saturday-and abit of my sunday.

9:11 AM

Thursday, October 25, 2007

bout' 50 minutes till im outta here. im so bored and tired.i just want the weekend to come by sooner. it's gonna be a busy saturday for me. time to catch up with old friends, celebrate a birthday, party like mad..never been happier to say that i'll be busy on the weekend. coz i'll be busy doing all the fun stuff. oohh..i wish the weekend would fly to me-NoW! and i wish noone would spoil it.

im not so happy about 2mr though.even tho its bloody friday. i'll be busy doing work stuff. dammit. one more damn day.and i have to wear formal clothes. that sucks. fridays are supposed to be dress-down days but i have to be dressed-up for the seminar tmr.
oh ya!speaking of seminar. i went for the ECR conference at Swissotel. oh my lordy!i can't say i enjoyed sitting at the sales booth, doing nothing. the thing is that i got the lovely buffet lunch and teatime on both days. and oh, the goodies! all im gonna say is that i could barely carry the bag home. and i still have the free laptop bag sitting here, in my cubicle. heheh! i especially love the hair and body products that i got. the shampoo and hair mask and the shower gels too.

i've been collecting alotta lotions and shower gels n things,lately. it started from that Body Shop warehouse sale that i went to the other day. ridiculous, the amt of little bottles i have in my bathroom now.foot cream la, shampoo la, lotions, body butter, body scrubs etc..ish!

5:08 PM

Friday, October 12, 2007

life is so shitty huh? im incredibly bored,frustrated,jaded,confused,in love,in hate..its one big mess of emotions. i'm damn cranky right now so if u irritate me, i will bite you!
i have alot to say. alot of things which i cannot say. i've learnt one big lesson that some things really are,better left unsaid. but i've been keeping so much of my feelings inside. i think i might explode any moment. even going to work is not helping coz i still end up thinking of all these things. did some computer work,briefings,..and somehow my mood always went back to wad it was before.
sometimes i wonder if this is all there is to my life..and if those short little moments of exhilaration (which don't happen very often) are the closest i will ever get to feeling complete happiness.

11:28 PM

Friday, September 21, 2007

the "dusty" photos of Daughtry's performance =)

holy crap! i can't believe i actually got the chance to see Daughtry at St.James, yesterday. woooot! all thanks to huda, of course. XD
managed to get some pics-alotta dodgy ones but wad da heck? my fone cam was the only thing i had, to take pictures with..

the view of the crowd in front of us..

..and the view of the line BEHind us!..snaking round the building..

the frontman..daughtry himself! wooottt!!

his voice is just as amazing as i thought it would be-if not MORE amazing!

Josh-JP(bass) & Brian(guitar)..
i know..the fotos are very dodgy..hahaha!

Joey(drums)

Josh Steely(guitar)

ta daaa!! i tried to take a video but it sucked. too blur..but i enjoyed myself. yeapyeap! and i managed to get Josh's guitar pick! hahaaaa! the thing just flew at me from somewhere..fell on the floor, and there was a mad rush for it. but i got it, bitches! it was awesome..

then i went for the autograph session today..my original plan was to just go there for a look-see. but turns out, you don't even need a coupon to get their autograph. just buy an album from hmv and show the people the receipt and ta daa! stupid girl told me i wouldn't be able to get the autographs coz there were 'No More Coupons'..basket! luckily i found out while i was halfway through the queue..had just enough time to rush in and grab one album for them to sign..yes $19.95 for the band's signatures. but im not complaining..thats my favourite idol contestant of all time!
the crowd today was insane compared to that at the showcase yesterday. the showcase crowd had more matured people, more relaxed, less high-pitched screaming-heard alot of those today though. duno y, they just can't contain themselves. haha! people were rushing for their van and chasing it after the signing. just screaming n yelling after it, not even taking pictures or wadever. i wanted to get a picture but i would rather not get too close otherwise i would be deaf by now.

9:36 PM

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

SprinG CleaNinG!

finally cleaned out my room today..phew! all that dust!

switching places..stuff was everywhere! not surprised if some strange reptiles n 8 legged freaks decided to make an awesome hideout out of my room.

nope..no reptiles..just the 8 legged freaks and some silverfish.u noe, those little grey coloured things?..they move very fast & they love books.hahaha!gross, i noe.

ah! here we are,finally. all clean and creature-free. i'm damn tired. going to take a shower and get some snacks.

5:58 PM

Thursday, August 30, 2007

yes, i've changed my blogskin after....one year? i haven't actually got much to blog about. coz nothing really happens in my life anyway. i have my life back, after quitting that ol job of mine but it's not easy looking for a new job.
lord noes how long i'll have to wait now. i can't even talk well with the braces. its alot better than the first few days, of course. but its still kinda there. the pple keep telling me i'm young u noe? myb coz of the damn braces. like some kid like that. wad to do? we didn't have the money to do it then. not like we have alot now, but myb more than last time la.
i'm seeing a wee, wee bit of progress, now that i've had the braces on, for almost a month. i still can't quite believe the fact that i finally have the chance to get it done. lol. how many times have i actually said that??

anyway,i just went to watch evan almighty just now. i thought it was really funny. silly.but funny. laughed alot,..then came home to my misery once again. but u noe, that movie does have a point..if u ask God for sth like patience or courage.he doesn't actually give those things to u. wad he does is to give you that opportunity to be patient..or courageous, or wadever u prayed for.
so i'm thinking..i've prayed for strength n courage n patience to get thru it all for the past few years.i think i've had alot of opportunities to be strong, have courage and be patient. my gawd, was it difficult! i still have a hard time learning to be patient. there's just one thing i prayed for that i still haven't got..i must have prayed for love at least 100 times in the past 5 yrs. haha! but i guess he didn't answer me because i didn't love MySeLf enough. i think i get it and i'm coming to terms with it..still trying to erase my past and start fresh. its hard, with all the negative ideas and negative people ard. but its true u noe,..u can't love someone if you don't love yourself.